To stand alone and to shine in my own sun, no matter what anybody thinks or says, has been a goal since I was young. To be an outsider, and to explore my life as an artist, embracing all my light and dark sides. Transforming myself with light and to shine in my own sun. Knowing that originality is a good thing.
My goal in life is to make it through all the obstacles in my own life and to work this out within me with light conscious art.
Whatever gets me through the night I must stick to. Whatever it takes to get me there. This song is the concept and the summary of my journey to reach this goal. The inner process towards the crystallization of a dream of becoming a human spaceship, riding on my own emotions upwardly and transforming them into light.
Whatever gets me through the night It’s alright. By practicing meditation, exercising regularly, with yoga, tai chi, and a healthy lifestyle, I navigate my way through the energy fields, gathering as much energy as I can, loving the real sun, being a great and beautiful energy source and at the same time, an image of who I want to be in my life. I move around freely using my intuition, following the signs on my path and the ways of my heart. I create emotional space within myself to live and thrive in my own way and with my own wild spirit.
I practice the secret of the smile, the real healer and lifter of all emotions, always shining my emotions through my eyes.
One of the most radical changes in my life, was to stop saving others. This was part of my identity for many years. And I was dependent on being this person, to feel like someone, to be loved, and feeling worthy as a human being. My loved ones and friends knew me as this person, and it felt like it was my job somehow. But you can’t save anybody who doesn’t want to be saved. It’s all up to them to save themselves or ask for help if they need it.
By living in this identity, I blocked my own path and my own task of saving the only person I could really save… myself! The best way to help other people is by the power of example. By saving myself I can perhaps inspire others to do the same.
Suddenly I discovered that the most important person in my life is…? What!!! Me…!!! What? Ah… Wow!!! Really. Yeah! I looove that!
A major life changer when I realized this and I could finally start enjoying my own life. Setting me free. I always thought I was a bad person if I didn’t save others.
To be my own sun, remembering the metaphysical causation of concussion is: Don’t be the moon be the sun. Don’t be dependent on others love to shine, just shine. This helped me towards leaving my identity as the savior. I had to learn to love myself unconditionally all the time. If I didn’t… I would crash my head again and again…which I did, until I was freed, and had become an expert on self-love.
Shining in my own sun
Also a part of being an artist and shining in my own sun, Is to recognize that it’s always about my art and my music. The tools I have had from a young age to guide me to where I want to be in life. And the Zoe Zenlars concept is a radical change, from my dark rock’n- roll-identity, that people knew me as. But this was my way back then, and a way of understanding myself. But I had to change, move on, with self-healing. To find peace, prosperity and happiness. Becoming a complete person shining in my own light. Becoming my own lighthouse fountain.
In the sun
Zoë Zenlars is: Zoë: Life, Zen:
Intuitive meditation, Lars: the one who shines.