This is the journey of my awakening to the true beauty in life, finding my great relationship with the woman of my dreams, and experiencing how she loves me unconditionally with both my light and dark sides.
This is an homage to the woman in general, and the magical being she represents. What she means to me and to the world. Showing her the respect she deserves, my woman, who has given me the experience of the nurturing relationship, helping me to heal in the grey areas of my soul and in my life. Awakening together with true actions of love. This is something I am deeply grateful for. She saved my life and she helped me to grow.
The true relationship, with its nuances, depth and colors, is one of life’s greatest experiences. With its healing power of redemptive love, our bonding sets us out on a journey, an expedition of our own inner mutual hunting grounds. Filling it up with love, life, warmth, and light. Raising our vibration to a higher level. To experience this journey with the woman of my dreams, is a crowning of my life, a true life’s gift and a treat.
At first I was so afraid to open myself up and show her my inner feelings.
I had been burned so many times before, and I had just managed to pick myself up after years of working out my inner demons, caused by a problematic childhood growing up as a diplomat child living abroad.
I was cautious on entering a love relationship again. To dare showing my innermost feelings, exposing my inner child, still cautious of the pain of rejection, afraid my needs of being a free spirited artist would not be respected or understood. A reason for our love reaching so deep is that she respected this need, and respected my inner world. And after years of protecting myself I was finally ready to open myself up.
And my woman is so beautiful. And women are so strong, magical, beautiful beings, like flowers of the earth with their beauty and their ways. And my woman is the most beautiful of them all. She inspires me to wake up, challenges me to change, and to become the better me. And she stands by my side through the storms of my life. And it’s her that I have dreamed of all of my life. When we made the decision to walk the narrow path together, constantly having to compromise, but both wishing for each other’s well-being, we always receive a surprise gift on the other side of the mountain, when we take time to work properly through our own obstacles. And by working through this together. We grow upwards, together, just like flowers.
My Beautiful Girl